You Found The Secret

Congrats. You just did something more productive than trash talking a guy in Call of Duty.

That is actual growth. I am proud of you.

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brian@dxxthly:~$ about.exe
$whoami
Brian. Age 33. Maryland. Independent everything.
$ls ./skills
music/  game-dev/  3d-printing/  sobriety/  not-quitting/
$cat vibe.txt
i just make stuff. no label. no team. no hype man. just me.
Special message if someone sent you here
Hey, if someone sent you here to clown on me โ€” you literally just visited a musician's website. That's the bit. That's the joke. You're in it.
Imagine getting in your feelings about a guy who makes music and 3D prints stuff in Maryland.
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98Tracks
3Genres
1Game on itch.io
0Days Sober
infin.Unbothered
What I Build

Projects

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Music / Producer
DXXTHLY Music

Hip-hop, rock, metal โ€” whatever I feel like. Fully self-published, zero label, zero middleman. Just music.

Stream Now
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Indie Game Dev
Soul Collector

Soul Collector โ€“ Abyssal Ascension. Browser idle game on itch.io. Harvest souls, command minions, ascend. Built solo.

Play Free
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3D Printing / Hardware
Steam Friends Display

Desk device showing your Steam friends list live โ€” who's online, what they're playing. Also shows Spotify. Shipped from Maryland.

Shop
Random Facts
Brian fact #1
I have a neurological condition that makes my hands shake constantly. I still design and 3D print hardware. Shaky hands, steady output.
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Discography

Music

98 tracks and counting. Hip-hop, rock, metal โ€” all self-published, all independent. Find everything on YouTube and all major streaming platforms.

YouTube SoundCloud Spotify
The Clock

Sober Counter

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Clean since July 3rd, 2023. One day at a time, and counting.

The Backstory

About Me

I'm Brian, 33, from Maryland. I spent most of my 20s doing things I'm not proud of โ€” drinking daily, running from anxiety, avoiding everything. July 3rd, 2023 was my last drink.

Sobriety didn't fix everything overnight. But it gave me the drive to actually build things instead of just thinking about them.

I have a neurological condition that makes my hands shake and anxiety that sometimes makes standing feel like a challenge. Regular jobs are hard. So instead of stressing about it, I started making stuff.

Music. A browser game. A 3D-printed hardware device that real people buy. All by myself, all from a sober house in Maryland, all because building something beats sitting around doing nothing.

Not looking for sympathy. Just building, shipping, and staying out of trouble.

Optional tip jar

If you like what I make, you can throw a few bucks my way. Goes straight into more filament, equipment, keeping the lights on. No pressure โ€” the music and the game are free either way.

Support via PayPal

If you came here because someone sent you to clown on me โ€” welcome. Hope you found something cool. The music is free, the game is free, and I am not losing any sleep.

If you came here because you actually like what I make โ€” that means a lot. Drop in the Discord, grab something from the shop, or just vibe.

ps. try Up Up Down Down Left Right Left Right B A on your keyboard.

โ€” Brian ยท DXXTHLY
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